Here we are guys. This is my last blog on the last day of
the program. Upon coming into this program I thought that I might have some
idea of what it was going to be like. I mean I’ve studied abroad before in high
school and the program had a class at UT where we prepared for the trip I felt
somewhat ready when I left. Looking back at the last few weeks I realize now
that nothing could’ve prepared me for this experience. There are just so many
details that have shaped my life until now that I could never have prepared to
expect. I thought that I was set when I left the states. I had just completed a
major milestone (graduation) and I felt like I was about to go on a last
vacation of sorts before I embarked on a new career. I know now that change is
around every corner. This trip was a stepping-stone of change in a small amount
of time and I find myself in a state of whiplash when I look back at it all.
This adventure has taught me to expect anything. My trips to
the hospital on the first few days were terrifying but I learned a part of
local culture that a lot of people take for granted. I got to meet the faces of
the heart of this society. I interacted with health givers that breath life
into Australian citizens in an extremely personal way. I am forever indebted to
these ordinary heroes for making me feel so comfortable and safe in such a
scary, new place. That situation also made me realize how much people back home
had my back. All of our program leaders were on the ball about getting
information from me to my parents and the university. They wanted to know
everything that was going on every step of the way so they wouldn’t lose track
of that status of my well-being. Also, Dr.Kris Wilson, the teacher that guided
us through this trip.
I also can’t believe that I got to wake up to a rainforest!
My only notion of a rainforest before I left for this trip was the picture I
had in a textbook in eighth grade biology. Its almost unbelievable to me that I got to leap into those
pages and delve within the beauties of a real rainforest. This environment
always seemed foreign, dangerous and jungle-like to me but I’ve gotten to face
my fears and to understand the bio-diversity of this beautiful environment. Our
guide, Barry taught us how to read the bush and to understand it and now I know
that everything, whether it can speak our language or not, has a story.
Lets not forget the wonders of the Gorge. The Carnarvon
Gorge interested me from the time I Googled it in my living room in Austin. All
of the background research in the world could not match the busy trickle of the
wanted ripping form the aquifer at the heart of the Artesian spring system. No
webpage could have instilled within me the accomplishment that I would feel
from climbing 900 stairs to get to the Boolimba bluff overlook. I don’t think any
brochure could ever have explained the rich cultural spirit I would feel upon
viewing the religious history of one of the oldest cultures in the world on the
cliffs of the Gorge’s Aboriginal “art gallery”. No one could have convinced me that I would delve into 3
feet deep, freezing water in the middle of a tight, dark canyon in the middle
of the earth.
I’ve seen
things beyond what I thought I ever could. This experience has opened the doors
to a new standard of living for me. It has also raised a new sense of awareness
of my footsteps in this world. There have been a lot of moments in this
endeavor where I’ve questioned my role as a human in nature and the
environment. I gotten an unsurpassable chance to face nature and see the story
of human interactions in the environment as they existed in the past and
contemporarily. I have looked up at the stars and have gone back in time as if
I was lying next to an indigenous inhabitant. Like all things too surreal for
pros to explain, I will end this experience with a poem.
Mates of this Phila
I cannot say
How man senses I
explore in a day
But from the salt I
taste after floating on the reef
to trotting through
the rainforest
trying to avoid the
locked latch of a leech.
I am humble for the
animal in me.
I have the power to travel,
to love and to dream
I can stitch my life
Into the most unique
of seems
I am a civilized puppet
A part of life’s
natural scheme
I can speak my mind
And mates of this
phila
Can know what I mean.
True, these upright
footsteps can be heavier than they seem
But I can learn to
tread lighter
than the majority of
my team.
This world we run
will someday be done
but the stretch of
this organ behind my eye
reaches further than
any expanse of land, water or sky
I have made my mark.
Just as those in the
future that will pass
We have made our mark
and
Like it or not,
it will last.